It felt as if I was moving. It felt as if I was burning It felt as if I was on a roll. I found out that I was actually lost. It was back at the Jordan's that I realize that I've stopped. And It was back at Jordan's,every river that I try to cross on my own was gonna fail. Spread the sea, open the lanes,  let me not be consume by the waters or my strength. get me to the other side. let the stones speak for themselves. It just because I'm lost,  it doesn't mean I'm gone. 

 

Don't let your emotions run you
You got to work against it
And not work with your heart but with your mind.
You got to do the "technically" right things.
"Take two. "
 

In my (family's) brokenness and troubles

In this troubled times,
I(we) feel more than blessed.
I(We) feel wealthy (of course not financially)
I(We) feel full of hope and joy
I(We) know we can count on a God 
BIGger than ourselves

Spoiler:
dude i'm broke.
like really broke.
I spend 40bucks repairing my phone. zzz
Kena conned. 

 

 

 There is a reason why we have 5 language of love.
This year I'll judge lesser, comment lesser, compare lesser. 
That doesn't mean I condone more of the nonsense.
I realize we are all growing up. We all make mistake.
I've made more in a year than I can count.
So give us a break.
IF you love me, and want the best for me and everyone else
You want to be Kent Clark
Then there are 5(at least) ways to do it.
This year, I want to love God more, love people more. 
Cliche. But I'm trying. 
 

Thanks Superman.

 Today I was walking to school.
And listening to Are We All Forgetten - Paper Route
I saw a bunch of 7, red ninjas, indian ninjas.
Walking in a diamond shape formation
These ninjas had gusto in their walk, wind in their hair, pride in who they are.
Armed with the rotating blade of death.
I want to be part of them

 

Lost for the words to say
I'm left here in disarray
Waiting for You, waiting on truth
I've thrown reason overboard
Knowing that there's still more
I don't yet believe, I can't even perceive
I can't seem to understand
Can't seem to find my way
It's over my head, it's over my head
Learning this mystery
Trust what I cannot see
It's over my head, it's over my head
The wonder of all You've made
Foundations Your hands have laid
Bringing me back to my knees, to my knees
I'm lost for the words to say
Lost for another way
Bringing me back to my knees, to my knees
I'm lost for the words to say
Lost for another way
Ruined for anything other than Your love
I'm desperate to know You, Lord
Desperate for what's in store
Finding my hope in only You, in only You
Take me beyond this door
Lead me to something more
Open my heart up for more of You, more of You

-Overmyhead, Starfield

 

我好想好想飞
逃离这个疯狂世界
那么多苦那么多累
那么多莫名的泪水
我好想好想飞
逃离这个疯狂的世界
如果是你发现了我
也别将我挽回